"God said that he has allowed evil to attack me for my whole life: "...and the appearance of negative energy, throughout your life, has always been the darker forces tempting the Light to not fully manifest." Most recently these attacks have been in the form of nerve damage to my right hand.
When I asked God what he wanted me to do with my life to best serve him, God responded with one word; "Paint!" - it happened when I was on a spiritual retreat in a very Holy place. Many Holy visions were shown to me then. However, since then, God has been much more occupied with giving me time to suffer, than giving me time to paint. Until the nerve damage to my hand heals, painting is impossible. It is now more than 12 years since I was commanded to "Paint!"
More information to come!